Thursday, April 7, 2011

Movin' on

The "Red Witch" made her appearance yesterday, so I'm definitely not pregnant.  Part of me is relieved. I don't know how ready I really was to deal with what would have inevitably caused enormous stress.  Even after that 1-2 day pregnancy, Tom and I have unofficially decided to pursue adoption if we are not pregnant by the end of the summer.  I just don't know if I'm cut out for pregnancy anymore.  And I don't want to be in a continuous state of stress until I deliver a baby(if I ever do)'s just not healthy.  The amount of money spent on specialists and medical bills will eventually add up to whatever we have to pay for adoption.  I just know that we are meant to be parents in one capacity or another.

Of course, these are just my ramblings as of right now.  It's completely possible that I will change my mind 100 times in the next few days.  For now, I'm going to work on becoming a healthier me, relaxing, spending time with friends and family, and finishing up school (and going on our cruise!!!!)


  1. I was really hoping that that early positive you got was going to be the one. Wishing you all the baby dust you can get for your next cycle :)

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  2. Hi Lauren! I hope you are doing well. Did that cruise happen yet? I nominated you for an award. Visit my page and check it out.

  3. Thanks for nominating me!!! That's so exciting! Our cruise starts next Saturday and I'm totally ready.