The "Red Witch" made her appearance yesterday, so I'm definitely not pregnant. Part of me is relieved. I don't know how ready I really was to deal with what would have inevitably caused enormous stress. Even after that 1-2 day pregnancy, Tom and I have unofficially decided to pursue adoption if we are not pregnant by the end of the summer. I just don't know if I'm cut out for pregnancy anymore. And I don't want to be in a continuous state of stress until I deliver a baby(if I ever do)...it's just not healthy. The amount of money spent on specialists and medical bills will eventually add up to whatever we have to pay for adoption. I just know that we are meant to be parents in one capacity or another.
Of course, these are just my ramblings as of right now. It's completely possible that I will change my mind 100 times in the next few days. For now, I'm going to work on becoming a healthier me, relaxing, spending time with friends and family, and finishing up school (and going on our cruise!!!!)